Noooo, I have humble beginnings, catastrophic endings, a mediocre existence, all that may equate to an "attitude" towards probability, nothing personal, just the way I treat numbers on the punt, kick it in the guts, ( large risky bet) and love it back to life, ( when ya lose it).

To do this, I need to be set up in such a way, that I'm not running after stuff, such as a direct debit nearly due and for what who or what ?
That's pressure I don't need, takes up "free parking" when trying to win a race.
See?

To be very honest I have only got one direct debit, and that's a washing machine. That's OK cos rules can be bent a little, as long as it's full auto, set and forget, then all one needs is to do hang dry and iron.
That's ALOT of pressure, believe me !